[while he'd taunted ling about it earlier, he hadn't expected that ling might actually like this sort of thing -- which did make him just a tad bit uncertain about his choice, but it's not like he could just back out now.
and, at the very least, he refused to allow ling to take control.
admittedly, he wasn't much experienced in control, but he had his height to his advanage and a vague idea of how to go about it. even if it was unpleasant he didn't back down from the kiss: instead he attempted to deepen it, trying to distract from his inexperience with roughness. his free hand pressed against ling's chest; maybe ninurta didn't have the same amount of strength here as he did back home to keep ling pinned, but it did serve as a physical reminder that ninurta intended to keep control.]
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and, at the very least, he refused to allow ling to take control.
admittedly, he wasn't much experienced in control, but he had his height to his advanage and a vague idea of how to go about it. even if it was unpleasant he didn't back down from the kiss: instead he attempted to deepen it, trying to distract from his inexperience with roughness. his free hand pressed against ling's chest; maybe ninurta didn't have the same amount of strength here as he did back home to keep ling pinned, but it did serve as a physical reminder that ninurta intended to keep control.]